Little · Gurl

I know I know.. I said before that i've found the one i've been waiting for... oops that was the biggest mistake!!!

We broke up last october if i'm not mistaken, well i don't give a damn anymore...

I want to introduce my baby, :) haha...baby! YAk!

this might totally sound bitchy or a bit MALANDI.. pero biboy, my boyfriend, is the brother of adee chao. My ex.. it sounds too odd but for me, i really don't care, coz even when i first saw biboy, i already had a crush on him, and i really love him, but i can't tell it of course, im with somebody else. We've been friends for almost five years, but not that close! IT all just started when i asked him to answer this text message: If there is one question you want to ask me what is it? he answered, will you get mad if i accidentally kissed you and tell you that i've fallen for you... WHen i read that, i was puzzled coz i thought he was asking if he tripped and accidentally kissed me, so what i did was laugh and laugh and answered i won't get mad of course that's an accident and then i came to know after two days that i got his message the other way around. I asked him to tell it straight in tagalog and he finally said, PAUMANHIN, NAPAMAHAL NA AKO SAYO. that day was the best day in my life, i couldn't sleep when i read those words. the next day, he went here to ask me personally if i could be his girlfriend, and i said yes, it was fast, but i don't think i still have to wait for years to answer him coz i've known him for five years!

BABY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, THOUGH YOU PLAY A LOT AND I DON'T GET ALONG WITH YOUR RPG'S I STILL ACCEPT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE. Thank you for having the guts to ask me ! :) torpe! ahahaha.. hug..
love you love you! Tekken tekken tekken puro na lang tekken! AYaw mo ng barbie? haha

Hello :)
Haha it's been a year? am i right, hi my dear biboy! haha, you're my only friend in lj,

Mahal kita! :) it explains everything... tama ba! I love you very very much!

I answered biboy last december 7 2007 :) aw.. two months na tayo! wahahaha!

Hello there... Im so happy right now...coz i finally found my PRince... my love..
I know it's quite early coz i'm still young ...turning 18. But i finally decided to be with this man who loved me for quite a long time now... (uhmm 3 years and two months). I never felt this happy and i'm so sure of him. I really love this guy and i will love him forever.

Finally, wala na ang mga past love ko na love ko parin... i'm over. Now i'm contented and thankful na sa buhay ko ... nahanap ko na ang mamahalin ko ng totoo at buo at mamahalin ako ng totoo and tapat. Super saya ko. Hay... yun lang

Long time no write! I'm back from a very long vacation! Katatapos lang ng youth camp namin sa Youth For Christ. It was fun and Super nakakainspire talaga.
Di pa ko nakakaramdam ng ganitong saya na minsan pala masarap rin kasama yung mga less fortunate na tao na Minsan dun mo makikita kung ano talaga
ang buhay at kung ano ka talaga. Super sarap ng feeling na madami kang naging kaibigan at natulungan .. hehe yun lang.

Sa mga people... Miz yah!

What to do...damn... i love summer...but i hate doing nothing...

To mah friends who graduated... COngrats! Welcome to hell! Haha... Just kidding...college is fun if you'll see it fun ...but me...damn College is worst than i thought...with all those whiny crappies that goes under their boyfriends' pockets and whine for all those unnecessary shit...so irresponsible and what's fucking bullshit is that i have a classmate who's a pathetic hopeless self-centered neurotic bitch! See! That's college!
I want to transfer...but i don't have any choice, all the universities are far and once i get there...nah.. i'm like a rotten vegie!

What a life! :S

Wah! Long time no write! I'm back. I was so busy with school papers and the p.E jazz dancing competition
And guess what... We won...our block is the champion in jazz category. The past weeks was such a blessing... Besides the winning thing... I also got exempted in my pre-finals in english and finals in statistics and though i was so sad because of my mom going abroad... I felt so relieved.
Maybe God heard all my prayers...And i thanked Him for doing so.

Right i'm busy with my play. It's our finals in Filipino. I'm not the director though but I am the one who wrote the story...or finalized it. I hope many people will come and watch the play. It's more of the society ... our play will be combined with the other two play and it'll cost 30 pesos only. Our play is the implied one so i hope we'll have smart audience and get the whole point of it... :P

Cheers for that!!! :)

Gotta go..im quite sleepy already...i haven't slept for two days ... and it's killing me!
I miss everyone...especially my Mom..now that we're okay and we're bestfriend...damn it... i miss her so much and i hope that she'll be fine. Help me pray!

:P Goodbye!

Ahrgh! it's a monday and I am sick. What a life! I'm all by myself...doing nothing ...wasting my time...
Waiting to recover... dAMN...i hate being sick.. Oh well, this is what i get from not eating healthy foods :)

Life is so beautiful, that sometimes we can't contain it anymore Sometimes we can't see it but it's there,concealed Sometimes we see it but we can't hardly recognize it..
What a LIFE!!!

Haha... well i just thought of this quote last night :)
out of boredom... Gotta go! have to rest... huhu...

ahrgh! i hate taking herbal medicines... ewe! It tastes awful... but i have no choice...
have to take it...or else... sheez gonna die. haha... but not soon. :) i want to go to europe first
Then i can die...happily ever after...

..i spend my entire day today...(? er is that right) watching movies...
coz it loosens me up.. after a long hour of fighting...with oooops...secret. But now we're a okay.. it's as if nothin' happened well that's how love works for us... wonderin who's that lucky guy? well it's not the "Someone" im pertaining to in my first entry this one's my present boyfriend. we're almost two years together... yah.. sounds like am a bitch :) not much... one third... nah..just kiddin'. i miss someone but not anymore becuz his brother made me realize that Someone isn't worthy of ma love...coz he's nothing compared to it and that made me think ... yah..maybe he has a point, well he's definitely right.. and i'm lucky coz i have my boyfriend who's so damn serious about me. and i think,,, there's nothing to worry about... Becuz for almost two years, he never had taken me for granted.
I guess, after all, i should be contented with what he gives,,, it may not be the flowers
or any material things ... his love is worth everything now... and i think..
i am going to be serious! :) nyt!

I'm so inlove...wah!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :)

Nuninuninuni... what a life.. i've been wasting an hour for nothing...
I'll just write..obviousely..harhar...

Nah.. I dunno why i feel so sad right now...everything seems to be so dull
dat's what my life is ...just kidding... I'll just write somethin' about me...yah?

Well im no ordinary girl..in my house haha.. i love to laugh but i am serious when its needed
People thinks that im not approachable..should i take that as a compliment
well can't blame them ...coz i look smart haha
now that's a compliment ... :P harhar
I love to help people as long as they help themselves, I don't want complications in life
And whoever i am ...that's the entire me...
but wait...there's more :)

Trivia,,, Trivia... :)
When i cry..the only thing that can stop me is a doughnut...
When Im angry...don't talk to me...i'll do the talking
When im happy...don't spoil the momentum...
When im bored...I spend my day watching movies...lots of movies
When im in love... Damn...I'm so mushy

haha... more trivias...? some other time.. i don't feel typing anymore..
look for something fun than this... SLEEPING :)

When i was running i saw nothing,When I was walking still there's nothing
but when i stumbled someone saw me and helped me out,,,
I thought that someone would stop by but he ran off after a while...
WHeRe are you?
Do i have to fall again... so that you'll come back?
Or Should i keep running so that i won't be able to see someone, something...
and don't feel that way again...

Damn I miss you..
When will you come back ... Adee Chao...

I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me

I hear your taking the town again
having a good time with all your good time friends
I don't think that you think of me
your on your own now and I'm alone and free

I know that I should get on with my life
but a life lived without you could never be right

as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
as long as the rivers run to the sea
I'LL NEVER GET OVER YOU getting over me

I try to smile so the hurt won't show
tell everybody I was glad to see you go
but the tears just won't go away (won't go away)
don't need a smile on me looks like it's here to stay

I know that I oughta find someone new
but all I find is myself always thinking of you

as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
as long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me

oh, no matter what I do i'ts not the lifetime to live through
I can't go on like this
I need your touch
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I'LL EVER LOVE... OHH

And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens a
s long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
I'll never get over you getting over never get over you
getting over I'll never get over you getting over me.